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1.
I've been SLEEPING ON TRAINS or not sleeping at all and my whole body aches because I can only curl up so small / I grew up listening to pop-punk songs about getting out of my HOME town but I spend so much time on the train that it may as well be my HOME now and if HOME is where your stuff is then mine's in this duffle bag and if HOME is where your heart is then my HOME has never been so sad / I've been sleeping in my bed, I've been sleeping for days and I don't care that it's so hot that I sweat between my sheets because between these sheets is the only place I feel safe / I grew up listening to pop-punk songs about getting out of my HOME town but I spend so much time on the Newcastle line it's more familiar to me than my HOME now and if HOME is where your stuff is then mine's lying on a bedroom floor and if HOME is where your heart is then I don't know where my HOME is anymore / And I still blame you because I cry when I listen to La Dispute It reminds me of you So does the ache in my bones So does the absence of a HOME
2.
There's a SHEPHERD, there's a WOLF and I'm thinking I don't belong with either of you Now I'm no hunter but I'm no sheep and yet somehow I'm caught in the WOLF's teeth / Now you can make me bleed and no SHEPHERD will come to my aid but honey all I need is the name for myself that I made and you can try all you like but I'm going my own way you're both as bad as each other hey / now tell me SHEPHERD who did you tell did you really think this was ever gonna end well Now tell me WOLF - man what did you fear when we both know I had the most to lose here
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Ink 03:47
I'm sick of writing about you You're the person I think of when I'm drunk You're stuck in my head like superglue and I don't even want to get unstuck / I never even told you that I love you but I think that you damn well know / I try to exorcise my demons by penning INK to this page but you're tar I've soaked up in my lungs that's tattooed itself on my ribcage
4.
You And I 05:33
Here we go again We've got to talk about what's really happening We've done this all before but maybe this time it's the end We can't go on like this we lie and we pretend but I can't let you go and I can't just be your friend / it's hard to know you'll just go back to her even harder thinking of your loving words it's too difficult to look at stars it hurts we could have been together YOU AND I but the past just doesn't seem to die / So if I spend the rest of my life dreaming about what could have been know that I'll be fine these wounds will one day stop bleeding I died a thousand times but the part of me that loves you still won't die I'll be fine dreaming of YOU AND I / Here I go again I'm crying in my bed I don't cry over other men it's just you who wove yourself into my head I waited for what never would have been it's time to call it quits this is the end / it's hard to know that you'll just move on with your life while I'm trying so damn hard just too survive it's not too bad when I don't see you in the light but at night time I'm still dreaming about YOU AND I and the dream just doesn't seem to die / The hardest thing about this is you loved me and you said it why couldn't things be different you know if I could I'd turn back time and have things how they are in my mind instead I'm stuck dreaming of YOU AND I

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released February 25, 2015

Songwriting, Vocals, Piano: Rachel Maria Cox
Guitar: Daniel Holmes
Bass: Gideon Traurig
Drums: Maxwell Barlow
Mixed and produced by Michael Wheatley at Nut n Butter studio, Marrickville
Mastered by Seacoast Mastering

Album Artwork by Guy Francis Martin
Additional Design by Rachel Maria Cox

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