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Happy​/​Sad Demos

by Rachel Maria Cox

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The first one said to me (As I was three hours away with a head full of crazy) "you're a fucking headcase", and then hung up on me. I've been taking medication ever since, but lately I've been forgetting. My dreams are getting weird again, bad habits I'm collecting. I'm so scared of dying alone I'm undateable but don't let me die alone. Another said to me "you're like heroin - addictive, but you're killing me" and right now I'm inclined to agree. And his band went on tour, and they're pretty damn good, they've got songs about girls who are sirens for sure and I've no way of knowing but I think they're about me. Last night you said to me you feel so lucky you get to wake up next to me, but I was pretty drunk and I don't remember exactly. My boyfriends all leave because I push them away, I have crushes on girls but never know what to say. Everyone's just better than I am, even at things where I'm okay.
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I've got a bad habit of falling in love with people I've just met, and I know I met you once before at my mate's 20th birthday, but you were drunk and I was stoned and neither of us had much to say. So when I met you in a cemetery I didn't know what to expect, but I'm pretty hecking grateful you took me home when I was wrecked. I'll turn up to your tiny room with a falafel kebab roll and we'll lie in bed all afternoon because we're young unprofessionals. I haven't known you all that long but I'd like to live with you. With your paintings, and my shitty songs, we might just afford a room for two. You treat me like a princess, you kiss my shoulders when I sleep. You told me you were falling for me, well darling I'm already in to deep. You showed me Tarentino films I didn't really like and I watched you smoke out your bedroom window at night. The streetlights are so bright. I haven't loved you all that long but I'm starting to think I do. I can't play the guitar but I'm trying to find you in these four chords, and I'm trying really fucking hard. I don't know who I am, but I'll rip this song off Georgia Maq and then start all over again.

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Shitty quality demos done in a bedroom.

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released November 30, 2014

Vocals/Guitar/Ukulele: Rachel Maria Cox
All songs written by Rachel Maria Cox
Recording by Rachel's iPad

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Emo-Pop from Newcastle NSW.

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